---12:27am--- it was yesterday, when my uncle died of tuberculosis, i was expecting that wont be too much to accept but here i am listening to my own sufferings, i mean how much would i really have to emote just to replenish what i am feeling, the feeling of hard acceptance of the fact that my uncle is dead, the hard fact that i haven't been any important to his life, or did i ever contribute to his smiles while he's up alive...
~i can't imagine it, it's been really the day when i haven't seen enough of the reality, just yesterday, it's yesterday when i wasn't able to count down and being not ready to face the day, thought i could just leave a mark for my heart and reserve it while i'm out with a smile, just yesterday when i have to change my mood to save a drop of tear. to save it tonight...
~i love you uncle, i wish you knew it at least before your last breath.---12:40am---
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